Thursday, April 30, 2009

Hi, I've runned away from home. LOL.
Dont contact wo,
Phone confiscated by fuxking father.
He sucks k. LOL.

To Asshole Father :
You are totally not fit to be my father at all.
Im not someone who you can vent your anger on.
_l_
I ranaway from home, Because i dont want to see your ugly face.
You ugly asshole.
I dont want to see your fuxking ugly face.
Face so ugly right, see le, i will have sore eyes sia.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Update! About yesterday and today ! :D
Yesterday, went to schl ! :D
Sucked as usual.
I tell you i hate literature.
And that stupid Miss Chua.
She's bitch, a fuxking bitch.
For th whole lesson, i was swearing at her.
Knn, She bitch can.
Make me remember a whole 40 line poem in two lessons.
Fuxk. _l_
Thats not called drawing lots, bitch,
You practically selected for everybody, asshole,
You know what, i feel like fuxking upside down.
Stupid asshole, who has bad fashion taste.
Hellooooo ?
A nicefucking ugly sleeveless blouse, with skinnies, AND SPORTS SHOES.
WTH CAN.
I think you need fashion courses on how to wear properly,
Conducted by, ECKQ, yours truly :D
She made me and debbie cry D:
Annetta, we will jiayou for that fucking poem :D
And worse part, its counted in CA ! wtfishzxczxczc.
and there's funny oglioyoioi alien words. LOL.
Okay, Conclusion, She suck cock. :D
Cmps, okayyy.. rocked !
At least better lit.
I dingzui-ed Mrs tan.
untill she bwq. LOL.
After CmPs, went back to desk, Saw Sweetsweet pasting a post-it on my table.
I read it, and felt touched.
She's so sweet laaaaaaaaaa <3.

Today, had Geog CA. LOL.
Hai okay.
Thn aft schl had ballet exam.
Totally trashed it.
D:
Saddieme.
I screwed it. D:
Nvm, Idk what to post alr. LOL.

To Zeph, If you still read my blog :
Thanks for breaking up w. me.
Idk when you did that, but it was a good thing that i just saw it not too long ago.
Otherwise it would have affected my mood for ballet exam.
Wabbit And Jace said i did'nt confess to you.
You know, even though we have always been an audi couple only,
I have always treated you like my rl stead.
Otherwise i would'nt let you do those things to me.
Thanks, bye.
Maybe i still love you.

Saturday, April 25, 2009


Update! :D
Today had ballet.
Funfunfun,
Camwhored In changing room with Jie, Nuer and Callida.
Had an extremely nice camwhore with jie :D!
Hmm,
Darling went out with his friends.
I tell you im missing him like 12345678987654321 ):
He wont reply my smses ):
I feel so lonely without himmmmzxc ):
Meixin went to audi,
And i played one round, and went msn, because i felt like photoshopping.
But, on msn, I decided to call kor.
He sounded terribly no mood.
He told me to read his blog,
I did so.
Korkor :
Idk how to comfort you, but i really hope you will return back to th korkor i used to know. Th korkor who was'nt so dao, th korkor who always cared for me. And th korkor who was so happy.
Like on April 22. You sounded so happy. But when i read th post on top, my heart sank. Idk how to cheer you up. Because i realised, i no longer understand you anymore, we are'nt th closest kor and mei like how we used to be. Maybe its my fault, i dont know. but, I really wish to see that old jiajun back again. I miss th old jiajun. ):

This may be th shortest post, But i dont care, I have hardly any mood to post anyway ):
I miss darling so badly.
He wont reply my sms ):
-edit-
Broke down.
Im feeling much better now alr.
Thanks Meixin. Thanks for trying to comfort me, cheer me up. Thanks for always playing lame with me. Thanks for ENDURING with me, like viewing my thousand and one comments, and even affirming me. Thanks for everything, what a great friend you have been to me, idk what i'll be without you. I guessed you might have got a shock right ? Why i suddenly so emotional over exams and stuff, idk why too, im just like that, a person who openly expresses her feelings. LOL. Im feeling muchmuchmuch better alr :D Maybe i just had to cry it all out, and would feel better. Anyway, Thanks :D
Thanks Darling. Although you did'nt really say much, i could feel that you really cared for me. That one sentence was enough, Just asking me whether i wanted to rest. I felt so reassured. Thanks. You cheered me up, somewhat. Thanks for always being there for me, I know we always fight about stupid things, I'll promise you i'll never make you jealous again. I felt like you did'nt love me, thats why i did that. Im such a retarded, stupid, idiotic, dumb girlf. :D
/ Darlingggg, tomorrow i'll be meeting youuuu ! Camwhore w. me pleaseeeeee? :D

Friday, April 24, 2009

Today was. Emotional.
Came home from schl,
Slept cause i was tired.
Woke up, saw miss call and message.
Was supposed to go Darling's house.
But i did'nt feel too good.
Told him i want sleep.
LOL. Thn i think he got angry with me.
Sorry Honey ):
I know its all my fault.
And im like always indirectly making you say like its your fault.
When actually, Its all my fault.
I indirectly caused all of these problems.
Im really sorry.
And Thanks to Ven, Ex boyf.
For being so eveready to comfort me when im sad.
:D
Im beginning to see what th people around me have actually done for me.
Like, How Teocole Bestie always makes me laugh,
HuayEe who never fails to be there for me.
Mingxia, Who always cheers me up.
Deb, who does'nt get angry whenever i want to talk to her about him.
Xinmiao, who always comforts me and tries to cheer me up whenever im sad.
Thanks everyone, for constantly letting me know that you'll always be there for me.
I'll never take you all for granted.
:D
And Thanks to wonderful darling,
Somehow, You made me realise how unappreciative, and how i've been taking th people around me for granted.
♥ ily 635846 ;

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

HI! :D

Today rock socks.
LOL.
Had tuition aft schl.
Was supposed to meet Darling ♥ before tuition for a while.
In th end,
Did'nt meet, because idw go his house thr.
SHY BODOH. LOL. ):
So i felt guilty cause i kinda promised him i would pei him today,
Decided to go to his house after tuition ! :D
Erm,
Reach pasir ris mrt, took th bloody wrong bus.
Dulan luh,
So take back to interchange, met Darling ♥.
Went to his house thr th lift,
Met Jiayi :D
Slacked a while nearby.
Jiayi went home. LOL.
Darling ♥ brought me to block 422 staircase to slack.
Was really windy and all.
Watched th scenery.
Although it was'nt really th sunset,
Th feeling of you by my side was really nice.
I felt as though you were going to be w. me forever. LOL.
Slacked till very late :D
Planned to go home at 7 plus th.
But Darling ♥ did'nt want me to go home. LOL.
He nv said that, but i could tell.
So i pei-ed him till about 10.30pm.
Mummy came to fetch me home ! :D
In th car,
Drank her whole bottle of water till no more. LOL.
What can i do,
I nv eat whole day lehlehleh.
Hungrydieme ):
Reached home about 11.
Now talking to Darling ♥. LOL.
Whenever Darling ♥ talks to me,
His voice changes. LOL.
Sounds super sweet th way he talks to me. :D
ilovelovelovedieeyouzxc. <3.




Thanks Darling ♥ for today,
Th sacrifices you made to meet me,
Including pon-ing schl today for me.
You naughty boy, Dont pon schl anymore alr okay ?:D
Sorry that i had to make you get into trouble cause of me.
Zhen th dui bu qi. ):
Sorrrrry that i dirtied your fingers with you-know-what.
And i really hoped you enjoyed today like how i did (:
♥ ; iloveyouzxc.

Monday, April 20, 2009

MelvinLZL Darlinghoneybabylaogongdearest-est Boyf,
i love die you and im sorry.
You know when i said i wanted a breakup,
I did'nt mean it.
Im sorry i cant pon schl tmr to slack with you.
I'll promise with you,
Next Thursday.
Will be all yours.
I know that you're not angry over this,
But you're angry over th breakup thing.
Im sorry i had to say it.
I'll prove to you that i do have faith in this relationship.
And i'll even fufil that promise.
and not just for 2 months,
I assure you we'll last longer than that.
Cause I wanna get married with you.
I wanna have YOUR kids.
Let me prove it to you.
I seriously love you.
Blahblah :D
LOL.
Today schl sucked.
Monday bluespinkzxc. ):
Went to schl,
Talked about a certain Min. LOL.
Thn assembly.
I thought it was spot check you know !
So i made my uniform till so nice canzxc.
In th end, NO SPOT CHECK.
D:
My nails are so fucking short and boy-ish now can ):
I hate itzxzxzxzxc ):
Maths teacher did'nt come again, AS USUAL..
Mrs Hoy always seems not to come almost every monday.
LOL.
After that science.
Got back Sci spa paper.
WOOO ! I passed. 3/6 ! :D
I was shockedzxczxc.
I thought i would fail.
Anyway, while Ms ngo was going through paper,
I fell asleep while holding my paper.
LOL. idk why.
Aft Sci, English.
Read Newspapers,
Nothing much :D
After that was recess,
As usual luh,
Mondays are always so boring ):
During recess,
Claudia told me had some dance audition.
Wth la can.
In 5 minutes you expect me to freestyle to 2 sets of 8 hiphop ?
So i just stood there.
Fucking pissed.
DO I LOOK LIKE I LEARN HIPHOP ?
I would'nt mind freestyling ballet la.
But hiphop ?
I know nothing about it.
So, i go so pissed off i started crying.
And aft that was chinese.
Boring.
Thn history,
Did SBQ questions today (:
Paired up with Sararararahhhh. LOL.
Did a question, you know what ?
MS SU SAID OUR ANSWER WAS GOOD !
LOLOLOLOL.
After history, cmps.
Started bitching about a certain girl in my class.
Quite entertaining.
:D
So aft schl stayed back for home ec.
I got so pissed off with th machine k.
But Shi2 kept making me laugh.
Thanks :D
LOL, aft that went home.
No pictures today,
Did'nt camwhore recently. LOL.

w.muchloves,
kaiqiiii. ♥


Darling,
Reach home quickly please.
I really miss you like idk what.
I feel like going to your schl to fetch you.
But im afraid mummy would start suspecting.
Sorry.
For not being a good-enough-perfect girlf. ):
-edit- 6.55 pm.
You promised me you would'nt treat me coldly,
Unknowingly,
You just did so.
Maybe im just being really selfish,
Only thinking about myself,
But you dont know how much i miss you.
Maybe I know you dont miss me back,
Because you're with your friends.
And they can accompany you.
What about the promise of lasting longer than two months ?
;

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Hi. LOL.
Im happy :D
Yesterday,
I spammed Honey ♥
He idiotassholefuckerso caring,
Bathe till so long, thn go watch tv till forget dao me.
IMY YOU KNOWKNOWKNOW ):

(Click to enlarge :D)
So today,
Met Honey ♥ at Dhoby there.
Went to find his friends,
Felt quite left out ):
But after that,
We were alone and decided to slack at staircase near th mrt.
Teeheeeeee :X
Darling ♥ kept tickling me ):
LOL. Laughed quite alot.
After that went to platform to slack.
Honey ♥ went to lean on a wall.
Thn I hugged him.
He say i pose liddat look like im trying to seduce him.
LOL.
So,
I was supposed to leave Dhoby by about 5.50 to go home for dinner outside with family.
But,
Honey ♥ did'nt want me to leave,
So i stayed a little longer.
Thn i kept delaying,
Like next train laaa. LOL.
I only left Dhoby at about 6.30.
LOL.
All thanks to Honey ♥.
I almost got scolded by Mummy.
But she did'nt scold me :D:D!
Anyway, if i got scolded,
It was for you, so, its okay :D
So went home, and went out for dinner.
Nearby my house. LOL.
And Honey ♥ went to watch movie with his friends.
Sorry Honey ♥ I could'nt pei you watch movie today.
I had dinner with family ):
I promise you i'll pei you on friday okay ? <3.
Yeah, Aiai said he wanted to jio me again.
Saying what, he sitll like me alot, and that time he bad mood so quarrelled with me and brokeup. He regret and still love me. LOL.
Lieslieslies,
I dont believe you no more,
I gave you a chance last time,
You did'nt treasure it,
And now its gone (:
Teeeheeeeeee,
Im really happy.
Cause im waiting for Honey ♥ to reach home,
So i can talk to him for th whole night :D
muchloves,
kaiqi ♥
Boy,
You're always on my mind.
What happened today,
I'll never forget,
Even th part where you said i was seducing you.
That was really funny.
These 9 days of loving you,
Although its a really short period,
I'll never regret a single moment spent w. you.
Because, i reallyreally love you.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

HI PEEPO.
LOL.
Im back.
Lazy to post. LOL.
Writing diaries make my hand hurt because i have too many things to write.
So i decided to blog more and write less !
YAY. LOL.
Im so clever. :X
Lmao.
I shall blog about yesterday.
Thanks to: Linnie; Jiayi. :D
Yesterday, came home from schl,
Bathed, changed, etc.
And went over to Dearie's house to STUDY. LOL.
Reached her house. LOL.
After a while,
Decided to go tamp thr walk walk abit.
Bought starbucks.
SAW A HOT GUY AT STARBUCKS.
LOLOLOLOL.
He looked at me when i walked in. LOL.
Super hottttttzxc. LOL.
Thn he went off ):
Anyway, aft that went back to Dearie's house.
At inter, saw Jiayi.
She went to Dearie's house too (:
Aft that we 'studied'
And they were talking and laughing.
& i started emo-ing.
LOL. so aft that Camwhore-d :D
Did'nt look so good cause my eyes were teary and all.
So jiayi went home and i slacked with Dearie.
Played her psp.
She played com.
Blahblah.
Went home about 9.30.
Went to tanahmerah to meet mummy.
ALONE. D:
I swear i was so scared la.
Cause i dont really go out at night.
Thn i thought i was going to get kidnapped or something.
LOL.
Met Mum at her friend's house.
Slept at their sofa.
And went home (:
I'll post up th pictures some other time cause i haven edited yet. :D

Why do i feel this way.
I feel like just his substitute.
Maybe i am ?
What do i actually mean to you.
Am i just your dog where you can throw me away when you dont need me ?
Thinking back about it,
I dont think its worth it to cry over you anymore.
After all,
We're just audi couple anyway.
Maybe we should just stay as audi couple's.
You would'nt even care if i died.
So i'll just move on with my life.
As if nothing happened (:


-edit-
Each time you make me cry over you,
I start to think of my exboyf.
He never made me cry over him.
I was always th one making him go sad over me.
Thinking of that,
I realised that i have been taking his love for granted.
Oh well,
I'm just a little too not over you.

Bestbestbest.

O.O
Hi , im back to post for this little lazy chiobu. :D:D

Firstly.
Thanks for yesterday yeahhhh.
I hella enjoy it [: !

Secondly.
Jiayi , linked.
& I tried to relink ppl for her.
So , yeah LOLOLOL

Thirdly.
Its so early in the morning.
And im awake.
-sigh.

Fourth.
I wanna go out .
(Random)

Fifth.
Tag her.

Sixth;
TAG ME TOOOOOOOO
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Oh well.
Bye.

W.love,
LINNIE !

Sunday, April 12, 2009

HERE TO HELP HER POST :D:D



Can ppl just tag her ?
LOL.
Linnie toh xinmiao is back.
♥.

Ilove ECKQ :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
Thanks for today yeah.
Thanks for your notes too.
Love yah:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Nothing much to post for her.

Withlove,
Linnie. Toh. Xin. Miao.
Tag me too.
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Hellllloh :D

-XINMIAO / linnie here.
I'm here to post for her.
'Cos. I have nothing better to do.

Firstly.
IloveECKQ.
I never bei pan her (She said I did!)
LOL. Okay, I never uh !!!!!!
-Random-

Secondly.
Huxi Dearie.
Cheerup :D:D

Thirdly.
Continue to tag her :D:D

Fourthly.
TAG ME TOO !
YAYAYAYAYYAYA
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LOL.
Joking.

Takecares my dearie.
Withlove,
linnie.[: