Hehhh !! Back from shopping w. larling at town area . LOL . Bought vdays presents for her . Shopped for abit . LOL . Camwhored ALOT . Took many shots , cuz i was like totally in th mood to camwhore . First , went down to central , followed by dhoby . Alot of memories came back to me back there . Went shopping for abit . Slacked abit too . And headed down to tamp to find kelly . To accompany her to see her 'ouxiang' . LOL . Was quite boring , wasted super long time there , got bored , and went to walk around . Slacked at rooftop garden there , had a so called h2h talk about her , about how we felt about some stuff . LOL . Before we two knew it , it was like alr 8.30 , And K had to go home , so , took train home , myself . And bus-ed home too . reached home , and now im blogging . LOL . Okay . This is effing boring . Im really tired but yet i dont wanna sleep . gonna start doing up some of th vday cards first .

I need someone to talk to , about some stuff . ):

kkbyebye .

Did'nt go to schl today , and thats why i have th time to blog now . Sick cuz maybe i was too stressed over yesterday's chem test and stuff . but im alright now . ^^ . Well , this blog , is , very dead . I've got pix today . Cuz im not lazy to upload alr . LOL .





Booooohoooooooo . ): I miss obs so much . ): I really missed those bondings we had as 3e4 . When we got back from camp , it was just back to th same old 3e4 . Sticking to our sec2 cliques and stuff . ):

Gonna go out w. tmx later on , fetching her from schl , and thn going to town for some shopping and stuff . One day without sitting next to her and joking about stupid and retarded stuff makes me miss her like super much . ):

Am going to have uber lots of hw to do after missing a day of schl . ): Gonna do some drawing in my log book now , cuz im so bored at home . ):

HELLO WORLDDDDDD !!!
Im back from obs . LOL .
No pictures yet , will get them asap , and post them up . :D .

Day 1 - Went to schl as usual , had to drag an effing heavy bag , urgh . Blahblahblah . Went to pulau ubin , blahblahblah . Learnt how to belay , and pitch up a tent . Went to pitch up tent after that and cooked dinner . Had rice , curry and some other stuff . :D Was quite satisfying and stuff . Bathed after that , And i forgot what happened after that . :X

Day 2 - Wokeup around 5am , unpitched tent , washed up . And stuff . Had breakfast w. group mates . I kinda forgot after sleeping last night . x.x Okay . Uhm . had kayaking lessons in th morning and rock climbing in th afternoon . Cooked dinner , bathed . packed up for land ex th next day .

Day 3 - Land ex . Th freaking killer . We walked around 20 km , dragging a freaking bag that was like 15 kg or so ? Almost died man . Land ex took up whole day . Cuz we walked from th east of pulau ubin , from camp 2 , to th west , and back to camp 1 . Had a feast that night . Ate 4 and a half scoops of rice , aka , mountain . LOL . Was so full after that almost died . LOL . Pitched tent , bathed and was briefed for next day's sea ex . Went to sleep after that . Did'nt like th third night's camp site , cuz it was like really dark , and ulu-ish . Was kinda scared , but after a while , overcomed it . :D .

Day 4 - Sea ex . Th awesome-ness . We triyak-ed around th island i think . Triyaked for about 24 km , 8 hours . :D . It did'nt feel like it was very long , cause occassionally i would slack and put my hands in th water to relax it . Was triyak-ing w. beat , and j . Our poor boat , capsized twice in a row . th first time we capsized , we got up , paddled in th same direction as th swosh , and capsized AGAIN . LOL . How pro can we get man . LOL . Felt like 3/4 was really bonded that day , cuz we encouraged each other to paddle together and stuff . triyaked from camp 1 around half of th island , and back to camp 2 . Heavenly . I missed camp 2 so much , even though it was only 1 night away from it . Was supposed to have some feast , but it wasn't really much of it . LOL . Cooked instant noodles for some of th 3/4 people , ended up having not enough time to cook for myself and a few others . Ate some left overs , was being rushed , so did'nt have to mood to eat alot . Starved for that night . Packed my bag , washed up and stuff , went to sleep . :D .

Day 5 - HAPPY DAY . Everyone was in a really good mood cuz we were gonna go home alrrr !!! :D . Did briefing and stuff , nothing much . Did some group activities . Got back our phones , suddenly felt so in touch w. my life again . Boat-ed back to punggol and bused back to tkgs . Mind had'nt really got in to th mood that we were finally away from that torture place . Kinda missing it now , i miss th bondings we had as a class there . ): Slacked in schl , while waiting for mummy to finish her meeting in office . Had my comfort drink , blueberry tea . :x . For 5 days , i was separated from it , and unhealthy junk food too . ): Mummy came , and took me to parkway , to get my new schl shoes , and look for a new slipper . I felt so happy man . LOL . Slept early that night , around 8 . :D .

Today - Gonna go shopping later w. mummy and korkor , when they get back from nsrcc . :D .

Hi ,
Lots of pictures to post up .
But , As usual , Im too lazy to upload . x.x
Going off for obs tmr , so no updates , till bout friday or saturday .
Haven't packed my bag ):

Hello !
Sticky tmr w. larlinglingling ! :D .
Happy k .
And Obs th next week , dont have to see teachers i dont likeeeee . ^^ .
And you know , Mr A , He's so effing mean . ):
I coughed during his lesson like siao and he said someone's dying . ):
Im not dying alright .
Okay anyway ,
Im gonna go see th doctor later on , when mummy comes back .
Finally right , after like almost 3 weeks of non-stop coughing and flu-ing .
Okay , this sucks .
Im gonna go watch poloboys really soon . :X LOL .

& to Callida :
Sorry babe i could'nt accompany you yesterday at ballet . Reallyreally sorry . If i was there i could have understood how you felt . I'll still be there for you no matter what k babe ? :D . We will work hard to prove all those people wrong kkkk . Kampai !! :x LOL . alright , love you lots k ? :D

xoxo ,

Second post for today . I may have everything in th world that i'll ever want . But , Sometimes , i feel so empty inside . Why do i feel this way . Sometimes i wish i could just carry on with th freaking fake smiles that i used to put on . I feel so empty . So empty so empty so empty . I wish someone could lend me his/her shoulder . Why . Why . Why . Is it because of that 'someone' ? I dont know i dont know i dont know . Not looking forward to tmr or whatsoever .

Anybody wanna go ecp tmr ?
Text @ 97397010 .

;Emo . Boo .

Hello . :D
Okay , i wanted to post up pictures of today , but am too lazy cuz , th pictures i took yesterday were'nt nice . Shall wait for eugene cuzzie to post up on fb and go steal . :B LOL .
Did'nt go to church today .
Well , cause i was too tired . ): LOL .
Schl tmr ,
Not really looking forward to it though .
but im glad i finished my chem hw alr !
With th help of daddeh . :B LOL .
Lost my mood to fold th rest of my strawhearts .
Gonna revise some subjects ? :D

HELLO !
Im happy . :D
Thanks to Meixin darling & Angela girl-boyf-lesb partner . :D
And i luv going to schl now .
I dont know why .
I just look forward to going to schl everyday .
heeeee .
On phone with boyf now ,
She's funny alright . LOL .
I finished studying bio and doing my chem hw .
Luv .
Am proud of myself .
Okay . This is boring .

Hi .
Haven't been blogging for th past few days much .
No pictures , sorry . :X not much excitement in my life to take photos of .
Well , these few days , have been quite sucky-ish .
I guess what daddy said was true .
I am reaching that point of my life .
What is my motivation to study ?
am i studying cause daddy and mummy wants me to ?
I dont know .
Have been feeling quite down too .
I dont know who to talk to , or what to say .
My life is screwed up , i think .
Have been making alot of WRONG decisions .
I do need someone to talk to , right now .
I forgot , i need to do my work . Argh .
Update again next time , :D

Stupid shitass internet is lagging like fuck .
Today's schl , was , quite awesome .
Had about 2 hours talk in th morning ,
But it wasn't too bad cause i was talking to darling occasionally ,
About how stupid schl visions , missions and values can be . :B
Currently resting now , before i head off to do my homework .
Gonna off my computer screen so no distractions please .
Keeping my phone away too .
Until i finish my homework and stuff .
Gonna read up bio and amath text so when teacher starts tmr i can understand what she's saying . :D
Me feels so guai now . :B

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!! :D
Me did'nt enjoy first day of schl at all .
Am so tired i slept for 4 hours just now before waking up to call girlfriend to rant about it .
urgh .
I dislike schl .
Why must i go to schl .
Wait . Im excited but i hate schl .
I wanna show mommeh and daddeh that i can study and do well .
I wanna prove all of them wrong .
Give me time alright . Im gonna buckup . :D

HAPPY NEW YEARRR !! :D
Well , One year has past since that last post in th begginning of 2009 where i wrote down my resolutions .
Im not gonna write my new year resolutions here ,
Because , i know that setting too high hopes on myself is just gonna make me think lowly of myself , because i wont be able to fulfil them .

Am gonna upload photos of prawning , new years eve and blahblah soon ,
Just have to find a time when im not lazy . LOL .
Hopefully tonight ? :B

Im gonna find something to eat , as usual , im hungry . LOL .