First and last ,

Hi .
Haven't been blogging for th past few days much .
No pictures , sorry . :X not much excitement in my life to take photos of .
Well , these few days , have been quite sucky-ish .
I guess what daddy said was true .
I am reaching that point of my life .
What is my motivation to study ?
am i studying cause daddy and mummy wants me to ?
I dont know .
Have been feeling quite down too .
I dont know who to talk to , or what to say .
My life is screwed up , i think .
Have been making alot of WRONG decisions .
I do need someone to talk to , right now .
I forgot , i need to do my work . Argh .
Update again next time , :D