First and last ,

WHY CAN YOU JUST TAKE THAT LITTLE TINY BIT OF EFFORT TO REMEMBER THINGS I SAY .
& you have such little faith in this relationship ?
Sometimes i just want some time alone ,
And you say im being cold to you .
I've alr warned you .
My thing come .
You think i can help it ? You think i can stop it from coming ? You think i can control how long it comes for ? You think i want for all these to happen ?
Im equally troubled as you are .
How i wish i could just fly to thailand now . Urgh .
My hands are bleeding right now . O.O
Ciaos . Im gonna lie on my bed and think bout stuff .