orhx x.x

okay.): so he broke up with me~ saying dat he was'nt ready. i will wait for you derh. n i mean it. these few days i have been attempting suicide. eg slashing my hand etc etc etc. but have failed to do so. maybe god dun wan me die so early. so its lyk a few days ago i taught without him i would die. but i haven although i tried many tyms to do so. I WILL WAIT FOR YOU DERH. so when my father cam back he handed me a plastic baggy~ n u know wad was inside it? ELMOOOOOOOOOO! thank you santa or god or whoever made my father buy dat elmo for me! i LOVE it. okay so yesterday went shopping with mummy bought some stuff luh. so nothing else to write abt lerh. so baibai(: <3