Monday, July 7, 2008

quick post before i qo offline and sleep,
i dunno why but i feel so useless today.
why is it tht i feel so useless,
i can't even be a qood stead to zhendonq,
i dont even have time for my hw alr.
projects are cominq in lyk siao,
and is lyk.
i have trng 3 tyms a week and
ballet lyk 4 tyms a week?
i dont even have tym for hw alr.
much less any time to pei you.
im sorry if i have been such a bad stead to you.
you said tht you nv thought tht i was one,
but in my heart,
i will always feel lyk i've nv been one,
i always fail.
im such a failure.
i can't do anythinq riqht.
or maybe i just set my hopes up too hiqh,
dhen when i can't reach it,
i just come cryinq.
im sorry zhendonq,
im not fit to be your qirlfriend,
im not fit to be anyone's qirlfriend.
im so useless.
im stupid.
i can't even pass any subjects in sch.
i dont feel lyk livinq in this world anymore.
maybe i'll just slash my neck and die,
dhen all my worries will disappear.
i really dont feel lyk livinq anymore.
im sorry if i have been a nuisance to anybody.
*POOF*

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