HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI.
IM BORED ):
& HAPPYYYYYY; CAUSE JINGYUN SAID SHE WAS GOING TO GIVE ME CAREBEARRR!
I LOVE JINGYUN OKAY.
:D
Today spent almost my whole day at church! :D
Morning kor woke me up at 7.28.
& thn i on-ed my com.
Thn Shishi talked to me!:D
& thn got chased by mummy to go church
I was like "WAIT LAAA"
Kor was like "HURRY UP OR WE LEAVE WITHOUT YOU LAAAA"
So left for church!
Fuel today was BORING!:x
Aft fuel had to serve.
When serving was'nt really veh high today
Cause Sis Jenn sepearated me & Jingyun.
& Jingyun's like sorta of my ZIHIGH MEDICINE! :D
As in like,
She dont like us be together say lah.
She make untill so obvious that she was seperate us luhs
Grrrrrrrr.
Totally did'nt zihigh today during service.
Cause no Jingyun ):
After service had bridging event.
Super super funny okay.
Thn got one station i laugh till stomach pain.
x.x !
Thn third station.
Biang eh, ppl saw me cry ):
Cause i kick dk who.
Thn my bone damn pain luhs.
Untill now still cannot walk properly ! ):
Thn forth station was stupid JOSHUA KONG'S station.
His game was so stupid.
Only an idiot like him would think of this kind of game.
Wl leh ! My leg injured he still call wo hophophop here & there.
BULLY LUHS!
Bridging event ended super fast.
Thn went Han's with Janice to wait for mummy!
JOSHUAKONG came to find me:D
& played heartattack with Clementi they all.
Funny lo.
& CLEMENTI KISSED JANICE!
Cause he lost.
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
After that mummy came.
Went home.
& yah, liddat luhs!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Im like soo bored now.
-yawn-
LOL.

I've cried way too many times for you alr.
I can't take it anymore.
He asked if he broke with me, what would i do.
You know what would my answer be ?
I would die without you.
I can't live without you in my life.
Not even for a second.
If does'nt really matter to me that we live very far apart.
Or our family backgrounds are totally different.
Its because i truly love you thats why i dont mind.
I've cried for 3 times alr for today.
Kaiqi, Dont cry anymore for guys.
I can't help it !
I want to slash please.
Someone hand over a penknife.
& end this misery for me.
I doubt anyone would even care if i was gone.
Useless girl in this world. (:

HOW I WISH I COULD JUST DROP DEAD RIGHT NOW.
Im having super suicidal feelings now.
& mixed emotions.
I really can't take it anymore.
Its like, i want him back to my side & yet i dont want to.
I really feel like slashing myself now.
But yet i dont want anyone to know that i've slashed.
Why don't i just disappear from th Earth's surface.
Change my name.
Change my identity.
Start a new life.
So no one will know me.
Start anew.
All those fake smiles.
Breaking down.
I need someone to talk to now.

Depressed.

HEYOOOOOOO!
Many things happened today.
Wokeup & played com.
Thn went for ballet.
Okay that was'nt alot.
During break time,
Me, Nuer & Callida was being so boliao
& started playing with her wallet.
We keep throw up thn catch
So fun luhs !
After ballet,
Came back & played com.
First person that msn-ed me was ex boyf :B
He told me something bout Huxi dearie.
Thn i was like CHUATIO.
I did'nt know that he was this kind of persons okay.
I feel damn guilty okay
Its also my fault leh Huxi Dearie.
Cause if i knew that he was this kind of person right.
I would'nt have let you stead him.
& this thing would'nt have happened.
Although he only did some stuff,
But still,
He did something to you
& i know that you dont feel comfortable with him.
Huxi Dearie ; ♥
He's not a good guy.
He's such a bad influence you know.
Maybe i did'nt know him that well to caution you.
Ppl do change uh,
& th last time i talked to him was ages.
So sorry for not being able to protect you enough.
Past is th past.
I hope this wont ever happen to you or me again (:

Lets hold hands & walk down th beach together;

Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Today is mega boredom okay ! ):
Cause Llyc♥ went out for breakfast & after tht bball.
IMISSHIMOKAYS.
Now on phone with Bananana Girlf :B
Just now zilian-ed like dk what cause i was boreddddd ):
Nothing to post luhs.
Told girlf i had nothing to post & she asked me to post about her !
Im such a good girlf okay,
Im advertising you on MY blog ! :B
Wanted to put girlfs picture,
But she MAI send me !
RAHHHH;
so later i carry on luhs,
After she sends me her picture ! :B

Gah ! Today Llyc ♥ coming back sg ! (:
Kinda miss him alr :x
Anyways, todays post is about what happened today & stuff i want to say to him ==
Okay today nothing much luhs,
Like any ordinary sunday!
But you know what sunday means ?
GOING TO CHURCHHH ! :D
Sunday is a day where i always look forward to ! :D
Trouble-free day <3
Anyway, after church went for lunchy with Sis Ber they all.
We were like teasing Bro Zhichao there.
Saying like what " Eh, i think Bro Zhichao needs 2 chairs."
Thn Bro Zhichao walk into th restaurant.
I ask him that question.
Thn he was like "Yah, i need two chairs."
Thn i was like ROFL.
So after lunch rushed back to church for dnd !
Started off with stories & stuff.
Bro Kahfei was asking us to STUDY th DOLLAR NOTES.
SO ROFL LUHS.
Thn they told stories !
FUNNYYYY!!
After dnd daddy fetched me home & i played com!
Intending to play com untill i have to sleep today ! (:
-Endofpost-


Sunday, November 23, 2008


goodbye , people .
Off i go again .


I didnt even on my msn yesterday ,
i put it as away status okay.
I called you yesterday,
what did you do ,
say bye to me and just call me to put down.
What i mean to you ?
I made you sound like a Bitch ? , then you made me sound like an asshole.
Well , i have alw been to you . Right ?
Since when have you ever treated me like your BOYF.
Labels: Definition Of Love ?




let's talk in black&white
7:05 AM

As quoted from your blog,
You did on your msn okay dumbass.
& it was'nt on away state, it was on busy.
Stop telling all those lies, liar.
You called me yesterday,
I know, but sorry, i dont talk to liars :D !
You have made me sound like a bitch on your blog.
By saying that you waited for me th whole night.
When in fact, YOU DID'NT ==
Msn bo reply me, call that waiting ?
You said, "Since when have you ever treated me like your BOYF."
Since you think i have'nt all this while we stead-ed,
Maybe its time i really should'nt treat you like one.
Goodbye.

Second time posting today ! :D
Kinda happy.
Cause just now had my wonderful StrawberryPeach Milkshakeeeee <3.
Its nice okay peeps. :B
So while walking back from ballet today,
Something funny happened.
I was walking towards bus stop direction while shaking my milkshake.
Thn got this guy & girl walking behind me,
Guy : Eh chiobu leh this girl.
Girl : Which one?
Guy : Neh, Th one shaking bubbletea laa!
(Kaiqi ignores them & walks away)
Hahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha:x
Kinda no appetite for dinner today.
Cause parents coming back today!
I want my ham&cheese sandwich! ):
Anyway; LLyc♥ went down to buy his dinner (:!
Faster come back luhhs,
Im dying of boredom without you ):
-Endofpost-

Jingci Girlf;Hey girlf; Thanks for being there for me everytime okay. I'll promise to stay tx to you ♥ & girlf, Stop fighting with Edward luhs. You two should communicate more, so that less misunderstandings will be caused. Unlike me & jj, Idk what happened to me & him alr. Izzit over alr that fast ? & girlf ! 7 more days till you come back okay! I want jio you go outtt ! Bunky ! (: Loves manymanymany ♥!

Jiajun; I saw th smses my friend sent to you. Obviously you're making me seem like a bitch on your blog. Please luhs, you wait for me whole night ? Thn why did'nt you reply my msns? Obviously something else is more impt thn me to you. Stop telling those fuxking lies.

Llyc♥ ;HOI YOUUUU; Go buy food also so long uhhs, You better dont look at other girls okay. Or next time i see you i sure piak you tickle you th ! Faster come back okays, imy ): & Yeah, Thanks for being there for me when i was crying yesterday. Loves lots ♥

Jiajunkor;-sings- Womanizer, woman-womanizer, You're a womanizer. Okay lah, I dont be so bad to you lah kor. I feature you on my blog lehlehleh! I mai disiao you alr laaa, back to th main point of posting this. Thanks kor thanks kor thanks kor for always being there for me me me ! You never fail to make me laugh everytime im sad (: & kor, Its not that i dont want to stead you, Its cause im afraid of hurting you. You know how many guys i've hurt alr right. & yeah, I dont want you to be one of them :D I have always treated you as my closest kor (: So kor, Go find a girl laaa, I feel weird being my own dasao luhhs. :x Eh ! Kor ! Your one longest leh, Idc ! Next time i go out with you you owe me something ! xD & yah, kor dont always disiao me at bunk lehlehleh ): I will train my bu handsup give you see th okayokayokay. Loves too♥